윗니.

This above all to thine own self be true. 사랑해요!! <33

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Always something

So I’ve told a few people but not everyone about the decision I made. I decided to move to the East Coast with the fam. It was a really hard decision to make but at the same time not. I really just want to see what there is out there for me. It could be a huge opportunity for me to be out there. Plus I would be so much closer to some of my goals just being there. At this point in my life I’m striving for continuous growth and change for the better, and I feel like going there is in line with that. I’m really going to miss my friends here in CO but at the same time it’s not like we’re not gonna be friends. Right now all of my friends live far away from me and the people that matter I still talk too all the time and that’s how it’s going to stay. Plus I’ll be back at the very least for 1D next year haha. So, yeah. I hope everyone can be supportive and all of that in this time of change :)

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If I move I can take classes to learn the Korean Language

at the Embassy of the Republic of Korea.
I’m currently trying to remember how to breathe that is SO AWESOME. It looks like a freaking blast too.

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I also decided

I cannot give up on you. I will be patient and maybe explore options that come to me, if they come to me but I’m absolutely crazy about you and think we fit together but I’m willing to be patient until you’re ready and it’s God’s time to make that happen. I’m more than willing to deepen our friendship in the meantime, even if nothing ever ends up happening.

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God doesn’t give us anything we cannot handle.

Today I had a serious heart to heart with Ariana. I’ve felt kinda bad because I haven’t been spending that much time with her, it’s so complicated, but she has a hard time because she is so stinking sensitive and it’s a great thing but like most of my family are hard balls. Besides Ariana, I’m probably one of the most sensitive. Anyway, it doesn’t help that the kids at school always pick at her or like tell her she’s weird and stuff. She want’s to live in this perfect world were we all can be friends and stuff so I think it kills her that it’s not that way. I just had to tell her that she has all these people that love her so if the other kids run away or whatever then they probably wouldn’t be good friends to her to begin with and she has to be confident with what she already has. She has to look in the mirror and love herself just the way she is. I just want that for her. Being a girl is hard enough, I just want her to be comfortable in her own skin and confident in what she has. 

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Permalink See this? This is me and my best friend Laura, or Lee. She gets me. I&#8217;m so happy to have her in my life and do crazy things together. Our third year friendiversary of being friends is rapidly approaching and It really seems so much longer this year. SO much has happened for both of us but we&#8217;re becoming the best version of ourselves and it&#8217;s just amazing. She is amazing. I love you leelee :)
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Question time!

beaubo-kan:

So Beau named his song “40 days” and Lights named her song “And counting” (but the first lyrics are “40 days and counting” in Lights’ song). I think we can all understand that 40 days is for Lights and and counting for Beau.

But.

Why 40 days? Like, what’s gonna happen in 40 days? Or what has happened? I’m a bit lost here! :p

I read that he wrote the song in a period where they weren’t gonna see each other for 40 days. so like in 40 days he’ll be reunited with her

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